I started to write my post without the pictures because I didn’t get a chance to upload them but the more I got into it the more I felt it needed pictures to complete it and make my point on a few items. So for now, for today I’ll say this:

Last night was a totally indescribable experience. From the noncrazy side of it, she put on the best show I’ve ever seen in my life and I would be hard pressed to find anyone else who puts on a show that good. She was hot. Her costumes were hot. The choreography was awesome and she was spot on. The special effects, tricks, and theatrics were impossible to take your eyes off of. If you questioned whether or not she is “back” you’d stop questioning after seeing this show.

From the crazy side of it: It was overwhelming. Seeing her, in real life, that close (our seats were awesome) after all these years was something I never thought I’d experience and almost too much for me. I know it all sounds crazy and I honestly don’t understand it myself. I’ve tried many times to understand why I feel the way I do or why I like her so much but the truth is I don’t know. It started out normal enough and just got bigger through the years. After the mess with her divorce and everything started it’s well documented spiral downward I felt so sorry for her and the more people put her down or judged her when they couldn’t possibly understand what living her life is like, the more I felt like someone needed to stick up for her. It just grew into something so much more than being a fan. The weird thing is I’m not the only one (as was totally apparent last night at the concert) and some of these people take it to an even more extreme level. I thought I would cry when she first came on stage so I wasn’t surprised when I started crying. What I was surprised by was the fact that I couldn’t stop. The alcohol may have had a small impact on that but can’t explain it all. I cried for nearly half the show (at least half an hour) and I can’t really explain why. (Don’t worry, there are MANY photos of me crying, thanks GC)

I took 220 photos last night and another 5 or 6 on my phone.  They are definitely worth checking out. And so is the show if you have a chance. I think there are only a few dates left but it was worth every penny. Even GC who was shocked she spent as much as she did on them left saying it was worth the money.